why

why suddenly i'll miz u? what happen to me this time? my numbness over? God, please give me an answer! Is it 'cos my feelings go numb for 1 week and now, i start to miz his presence? I cried last night again. i noe i shldn't but i dont know why. i just wanna let it out.. i dont wanna lie to myself. i stil do miss him. However, i see a better guy out there. I dont know if this "guy" will like me anot. I and him not close at all. What can i say ? My life is just a chaos now. I really wanna settle down and do my hmwrk but . but.. but... I CAN'T ! sobx T_T