Don't end, pls

Sweetie, I really don't wish our friendship will just end here.

I still waiting for you to help me style hair,

buy "Mua Chee" for me,

go eat stingray together.

I still want to go shopping with you.

Dance with you.

Open chalet and have fun with you and others.

I want you to go clubbing with me too.

Ger, if you leave me.

What my life is going to be?

I don't feel good.

I hope whatever you smsed me

was not real.

Take a break first.

And I will wait for you to talk to me again.

I will be waiting...

I love you, Ger.

Please.. ..

"All of you are important to me"

T_T

"Father, why You like to play with me. I hate this kind of obstacles. 1 min, u gave me wonderful friends to be with me and let me feel really happy. The next moment, You took them away from me, one by one..."