Fed up with Java

Firstly, MJ cried due to Java, then is Er cried due to the same thing. Everybody stressing about Java project. Yesterday was my turn. I was damn fed up with Java, and even throw my laptop on the ground. Jer was there, of course he was shocked to see me in this way. I cried for 1 hour plus then cool down. I even thought of ending my life, jumping down building so I do not have to disappoint my groupmates. I think till monday, i still can't solve the problem. I am stuck! Damn shit!!! I wonder why this project must be 8 credits, why sch tutor need to be so stern. I think she gonna fail me for sure. God, bless me! Sorry laptop, now u had a cracked. Dear frenx, I am too stress now. Please don't bother me. If you know how to help me do Java from scratch for me, I will not ignore you then. Thanks. T_T