Alone

sometimes i feel that every word i said is not meaningful to you. you do not care or feel something from hearing it. i put in so much effort, try so hard but what i have in return? people changed, but do you change to a better person? you are a really good person from what i know last time. now? i don't know... i don't think i know you anymore. do you know everytime i know you are in pain/sad, i am in a deeper pain than you do? do you know your words and actions mean alot to me? do you know how much i have given in to just gain a little smile from you? i feel that i am a silly bitch!