why

do you know how i feel when i am left alone without help? i need u so much but what i had was "no answer" from your call. i know you are asleep but i didn't even have a message asking what happen. maybe u thought it is just some lame call from me cos' i can't sleep again or what. maybe i am that not important to you... maybe i am just thinking too much, too much assumptions. so many "why" questions in my head... ...